Alternate Account
I should explain
in the gothic decorum
of truth that I am
no different than I have
been, but remain troubled
in the dissonance of the pronoun.
Who is it that would present itselfto you as a voice: that gloved or
hooded assertion, dishonestly
anonymous.
Who is authorship otherwisethan a craving for union,
the exquisite politeness
of the isolated voice.
I feign that I walk atnight, but this is, more truthfully,
the swathing of black crape.
Dressed so. Wry melodrama
of whom? I claimonly my own civility.
But civility's monochromaticwardrobe could yet perplex
whom Iadopt. The hidden and illicit
progeny of the interview
that did not come to pass
mourns itself off the
borrowings
of my
word or warrant.
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